One tricky thing about being an entrepreneur is that you are never really on vacation. Your business always follows you – no matter where you are. That is something I both love and hate. I love planning and playing with ideas in my head and usually the best ideas come to me when I am not sitting in my office. But when the business is struggling it is also difficult to escape from it all.
This summer I have forced myself to get some distance to my work. When all the hard work is not really paying off you need to take a step back and see where you are and where you really want to go.
One place I escape to is our family cottage located in a small island at Lake Saimaa. Even though the business side of me comes along I can look at it from another perspective. This cottage is very basic – no electricity, no running water, no luxuries – but that is something that also makes it easier to get away. It is so different from the hectic life at home. You don’t need to accomplish anything. You don’t need to be that successful business woman you would like to be – you can only be you.
Well, I haven’t always enjoyed that place so much. We have two boys – born 2006 and 2009 – and you can perhaps imagine what it is like with small kids and water all around you. You have to be constantly on your watch to make sure they are safe. And with small kids a little luxury like lights and running water would be nice too. But now when the kids are older I can sometimes get a moment to myself too. And I have learned to enjoy those little moments – taking a short nap in the swing, sitting in the sauna (yes, we Finnish people love sauna ;)), floating in the lake and hearing only whispers from the environment… Those moments are usually short and life often interfears… but that’s another story… 😉
To our dog this island is a paradise! He can run wild and free. It is pure joy to see him so happy and relaxed. I try to take a piece of that energy with me when I go back home… back to my office… back to all the difficult decisions that must be made… but hopefully all that mess has sorted out a bit in my head and I have more strength to fight forward…